can't erase, can't replace it

I hate hate hate not being able to ride. It's been like two freaking months. I've been riding for 8ish years and have never been away from it for this long and I am going crazy. I mean I try not to think about it because that makes it worse. But this SUCKS. That's definitely going to be the worst part about college next year, I'm gonna miss my pony so dang much.

I'm trying to gather all my favorite photos of me and Freedom through the years. It's crazy how much we've both changed. Really wish I didn't have to sell him soon. That's something else I try not to think about.