12.26.2009

one more reason i should never have met you

Words I couldn't say. I don't miss us, I'm so much happier without you. I can't believe I was blind for so long. Why can't I cut you out of my life completely. You only make me angry. Frustrated. Honestly? I don't want to be friends, you should know this by now. Maybe we could have been if you were really the person I thought you were. How could I be friends with someone who repeatedly lied after you swore you never hide anything. Broke promises. A hypocrite that threw all your morals out the window. I still laugh at the irony of it all. Who would've thought it would ever come to this. You always wanted it more than I did so I gotta wonder if you miss the way things used to be. That bugs me, every conversation we have now is so superficial, don't you think I notice that? I wish I could know what you're really thinking without actually having to talk about it. I wish I knew what's real but I can't trust you anymore. DONE. GONE.

turn the page.

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